udaas din..udaas raatein!tanha tanha yun jeena…
mannatein mangna aur ashkon ko apne yun bahana
jab saamne aaye toh chup chup ke dhekna
chale jaye toh aahat ko panaa.

waqt kab thama hai jo ab thamega
waqt kab mila hain jo ab milega

bus ek soch mein gum rehna,
ek tarfa mohabbath mein na tum rehna.

palo ko din aur dino ko mausam ban beethne me zyada waqt lagta kaha
ithna meetha tha har lamha sang guzarne ke liye

me har lamha dekhta rehna chahta hoon teri akho ko inme ithna nasha he doob jane ke liye

yu nazre na chupa mujhse mere pas zyada waqt nahi intezar ke liya

mera dil latka he teri baali se ise gira na dena aur nahi bahane tere paas ane ke liye

jab bhi teri ahat sunta hoon bahe khul jati thi tujhe chupane ke liye

teri baho ki wo garmi ker rahi thi meri dhadkano se bathe jane kaha le jane ke liye

apni marzi se ye ghadi ka kanta bad rha he nahi mere paas koi tareeqa na use na tujhe rok pane ke liye

behne lage he aasu agar milta mauka behne ka tho badal ki boond ban bar bar barasta tujhe chu jane ke liye

me khada raha tere dar pe panchi banke tune awaz nahi lagai mujhe bulane ke liye

ab aur kya kahoo ab chain milega tere ane pe mauth bhi khadi he mere sang tere intezar ke liye…

likh pata agar mere dil ke haal ko asoo kum padenge likh pane ke liye

Blessed I am
to have met you soon
Cursed upon
by the fate again

I’m just crooning…
all the songs I wrote
The time is fleeting
since the day I woke

My heart danced
danced wildly in joy
when you glanced
glanced with that innocent look
as your lips went wide
I covered my face with my book
as I donno where to hide
The day was thrilling
when you were smiling

I’m just crooning…
all the songs I wrote
The time is fleeting
since the day I woke

Blessed I am
to have met you soon
Cursed upon
by the fate again

I’m just crooning…
all the songs I wrote
The time is fleeting
since the day I woke

The breeze was soothing
and the sky was fading
and I had something..
something to tell you..
but you fell asleep
deep asleep in my lap

Deep in my soul… you set a fray
between my heart and mind
but I couldn’t console myself anyway
for I know..that love…is blind

I came all the way
to tell you the same thing
but you were the same way
fooling around in joy

And now….
fate is laughing…
insolent fate is laughing
when you are leaving..
leaving forever from here
my heart is crying…
as its hard to recover

I’m here…
in front of you
to see you smile
but all I can do is
just wail…
wail at your sight
and your every thought

I’m just crooning…
all the songs I wrote
The time is fleeting
since the day I woke

Blessed I am
to have met you soon
Cursed upon
by the fate again

I’m just crooning…
all the songs I wrote
The time is fleeting
since the day I woke

Its you,
Love…
I’m singing about you…
my Love…

When the sun shines bright,
You are nowhere in sight,
But, when the moon peeps out,
You venture out, for your nocturnal bout.

On the blood of my pain you thrive,
On the “high” of my love you survive,
Still, I have no place in your heart of stone,
Though I’m wet for you, you’re dry as a bone.

All day, all night,
Without a moment’s respite,
Your thoughts hunt me, haunt me-
Your blood stained lips are all I see.

Still, I can’t pray for happier days,
I can’t hope for better ways,
For you can only be what you are:
A dracula; still always, my Dracula.

Chorus:
You’ll know then like I know now, there is no end
You were holding on to me and I was holding on to you
Years passed on but we both knew, THIS would never end!

All these nights, you come home to a cold bed
All these days, you’re searching inside your head
Looking for the reason, to give me away
Looking at the mirror you hear yourself say

Chorus:
You’ll know then like I know now, there is no end
You were holding on to me and I was holding on to you
Years passed on but we both knew, THIS would never end!

Haunted by the memories of a time so far away
Sensible and intense, keeping your passions at bay
There’s a time and place for everything, so you wait
Stirring the pot of simmering love, hoping you’re not too late!

Chorus:
You’ll know then like I know now, there is no end
You were holding on to me and I was holding on to you
Years passed on but we both knew, THIS would never end!

I come running whenever you whistle,
Most times I end up on a thorny thistle.

Seeing me fall might be a circus treat,
But, I’m no cat, I don’t land on my feet.

Every time I crash, I break my back,
How often that has been, I’ve lost track.

The day will soon come when I’m just a heap
Of broken bones, broken dreams, no harvest to reap.

The trapeze and the thrills will trickle to a stop,
There’s no “forever” in the Big Top.

When the Ring-Master sounds the final chime,
I’ll give my last bow & end the pantomime.

Then, it will be time to leave the Big Ring,
To walk into nowhere, a nobody, nothing.

Your heart beats no more,
Your arms are paralysed;
I have done all I can,
There’s nothing I haven’t tried.

This wheel is stuck in the rut,
And I have pushed and pushed alone;
I see you will never budge,
I know now I’m on my own.

Still, you don’t go away:
Why do you torture me so?
Why keep me in lingering death?
Why don’t you just let me go?